Hanging at Zaara

 

If you haven't found Zaara yet, you need to. The best description I've seen describes the fashion as a fusion of ethnic Indian culture and global influences. Talk about COLOR! (this from the woman who struggles to wear something other than black). Absolutely gorgeous and unique. Occasionally some weekend sales. Always on my wishlist. I've been going to Zaara since I found SL in 2008 and she is staying current. 

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Feathers and Fire.....

 Friday morning, it's the start of the weekend sales. Gabriel, one of my favorite stores. A new display with feathers and fire. I have an obsession with Ravens so the feathers are calling me. Fire? Well, yea. Pleases the dark side and my favorite season/celebrations are right around the corner. Demo grabbed. I have the perfect mask to wear with this dress I think....

....it's never ending, right?

 New land. Prim whore. Yes, put together that means more new land, right? There is no such thing as too many prims. It's coming together, but so much more to come.......

Creating a home

 My last challenge was to move into a little 512 Linden Home and yes, it was that cute trailer that is so popular. I had never had such a small home and my challenge to myself was to do everything I could do with it and then some by linking and using things not typically found to make modifications. I loved it and succeeded I thought. Did I take pictures? Absolutely didn't think about it. 

This time, I have way more land to work with and this is my first picture. Inside is half done and the outside is just starting. Let's see if I can make this meet the needs of more than just me. Fingers crossed, and off we go!

I still wonder.....

I ran across this on FB today. This describes exactly what I've been feeling for a long time. I came in here looking for my person, wanting to be someone's person. Why is it so hard for me? Everyone thinks of me as a friend. One of many typically, more an acquaintance. 

Men really think of me as a friend and never have a clue I may like them. Do I not know how to flirt? Very possibly. But to me, you need to be friends first and that is what I pursue. I continually have had people tell me they just thought of me as a friend and would have to have some time to think of me differently. 

I have gone out of my way to make friends and pursue friendships. Out of my introverted comfort zone. Sometimes I ride that high I sometimes get when I'm being outgoing and end up being too much. I ruin it in a day. 

All I want is a safe space where I'm the priority and we always come back together. Safety. Honestly. Truth. Trust. Love. Home. Comfort. Together. It can look "different" but that is the core. My line is continually cast. Despite the loneliness at times, I haven't quite given up.

Wednesday in Korea City

Wednesday night, no plans. Grab your bestie and cruise. We ended up in Korea City and had dinner then just hung out talking and singing our fave songs. My current below. 

Come take a seat in your fantasy

I'll set you free from your sanity

Heaven is in my stare

I ain't gonna take you there

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Read between the lines, look here Lucifer

Devil in disguise, we know how this works

....ateez

It's Monday.....

 It's been some kind of Monday. Took me about half an hour to log into SL and then the lag monster hit. I haven't dealt with that since before I upgraded to PBR and increased my computer memory. Then DUMP!  Some kind of fall!

Finally got back in and....I'm wearing different clothes than when I left!  Yikes!  Finally got my act together and I'm in and hanging at home. For now. Looking for all my friends who seem to also not be online....boo!!

.  style card  .

Mowie . helena dress
Faetal . estelle necklace
Wings . TF0412