....it's a carousel...

 ...and the seasons, they go round and round, and the painted ponies go up and down....

Carousel by Joni Mitchell. It's where I am right now.  Haven't posted in ages.  I was with that SL man for over two years. Until just a week or so ago when we split up. 

My heart still hurts and honestly, I miss him. I am the one that called it - and wouldn't let up. Minor communication issue between the two of us who communicate so well. This sucks. But the connection is undeniable and my sl/rl will never be the same. He was worth meeting, he was worth the time. Do I wish I could take it all back? Yes, sometimes I do. I have never had that kind of connection.

Broken.